I see how you look at me
Out the corner of my eye
Saying I don’t need the makeup
I’m applying…
Well I see how they look at you
Out the corner of my eye
Thinking you don’t belong
Son of Color…
They’re L Y I N G
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When you hold my hand
Mine’s so small
Yours is almost
A covering
Not wanting to let go
I’m left wondering
How much longer
I can cover you
From what’s hovering
For 9 months I carried your promise;
Your weight, brown skin and loud
Voice set the earth realm afire
I remember the first time
You looked up at me
Latched on for nourishing
You now look to me for answers
Discerning times are DIRE
===~~~===~~~===
We’d been entrusted with a gift
A responsibility
A risk
Raising a Black Male in America
Your Father and I
Accept the honor
===~~~===~~~===
11 yrs and a half now in this thing
There are times when I
Reach for your hand
You recoil and find it embarrassing
My infant’s now a young man
I hold tears back
The mother’s universal language
That express e v e r y t h i n g
I try to relinquish my grip
From Prince to soon coming King
You’re transitioning
At times you’re conflicted
I feel your stare, admiration
Nuances of dependency coupled with
Respect unwavering
===~~~===~~~===
I wail at the wall for you my Son
When on the news I hear
Their names called I stand still
Tamir, Mike, Eric, Trayvon
Tywanza, Pastor Daniel
Pastor Clementa and
Growing up Grandma
Spoke of Emmett Till
Assigned to my womb for a reason
Aware of the vapor we share
I can’t help but hold you tight
Assigned to your life for a season
To love, teach, nurture, pray for
And empower you
On this tumultuous journey
Called life
===~~~===~~~===
I try to remember my place
As just a vessel chosen to
Carry your GREAT
Sometimes weary trusting
God Our Creator
Me loving you deeply
Him loving you greater
Us introducing you
To Him by faith
Never retract
Continue to march
Hold your head up high
Be humble
Yet confident
Of your worth
Never question our support
With you our allegiance lies
Both in Heaven and on Earth
===~~~===~~~===
I’m proud to be your Mother
You’re our only son in this realm
Seize every opportunity to learn
Then every moment, our story to tell
===~~~===~~~===
Unashamed of our skin, shades, hues
And stories of survival
Shaping our stature
I recognize the royalty in you
Your father’s namesake
Our Son of Color
Whose hand I want to always hold
My dream come true
You’ve got our permission
To THRIVE
With integrity no good thing withhold
Never forget your roots
Color outside the lines
Honor God
LOVE ALL
Dream Big
And
By all means
SOAR
In
BOLD
© Ericka Arthur and authenticitee, 2015
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Beautiful tribute. Our sons always believe their mothers are the most beautiful woman in the world. For a while they will pull away in public but then one day they will again take your hand in public. Last time I saw my son he stood in front of his Sargeant and said “Permission to hug my mother goodbye, sir?!” Can’t go wrong lovin our boys.
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Instant lump in my throat…I thank you for your comment and I thank your son for his service…
Blessings,
e
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Another young prince to hold up before our King…🙌🏼🙏🏽
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Thank you Sean!!
Cyber hugs,
e
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Always…from coast to coast!!!
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Beautiful tribute to your son. Love expressed so well.
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Thank you Queen! I so appreciate that😌
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Heavenly inspiration! Thank you for never holding back, thank you for giving us words to articulate our hearts. Blessings. Passing it along now!!!
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Thanks so much for reading & sharing…I’m so very grateful😌
e
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Very sweet and genuine.
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Thank you SO much Oneta…I appreciate you…
💘
e
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Beautiful! This! For all of our young princes of color!
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Thank you so much Sis & AMEN!
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You’re poetry just keeps getting more amazing and inspiring.
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Hey Russell…that means a lot coming from you, it really does.
Thank you so much…blessings to you and your beautiful family!
e
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Beautiful, powerful testament of your love and support of your son. No doubt, he will “color outside the lines, honor God, LOVE ALL, dream big, and SOAR in BOLD.”
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Thank you Kitt! I appreciate you more thank you know! My best to you & your beautiful family!
e
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Beautifully Written!
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Thank you for that! I really appreciate your not only reading but taking the time to let me know you were here!
Blessings,
e
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if you ain’t the truth, then i don’t know who is. if more young brothers had a mother like you, then believe me things would be a whole lot different. you took it black and brought the soul. Brother is feeling that.
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I’m so incredibly encouraged by your kind words of life and support…thank you so much!
e
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Beautiful Sis!
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Thank you SO much Marquessa😌
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BEAUTIFUL!!! HEART FELT AS ONLY A POETIC AND PROPHETIC MOTHER, SUCH AS YOURSELF, COULD ARTICULATE!!!…
Love and miss y’all, give the young prince and the young queen my love….
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Good morning Good Brotha & thanks SO much! Much love to you & your squad!
e
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Once again through tears I read and take in your brilliance Eri! THANK YOU for sharing your heart and the truth in BOLD and in love. I too stand with you on the wall praying for my precious and amazing godson…for his life and his thriving. As we also stand together praying for his sisters by blood, in Spirit and all those precious sister souls whose skin God created that have been kissed by the sun. Ashe and Amen. Love you to life sister!
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A million thank yous my sister on the front lines…literally!
💘
e
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I was so inspired by your poem and its statement of love and faith that I wanted to claim him as my Son too…splendid. Thank you.
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Oh Robert…your comment brought tears to my eyes. Thank you so much for that….really. Thank you so much.
Blessings
e
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It’s a poem of love and spirit. Hillary was ridiculed for saying that it takes a village to raise a child but I think she was right.
Your Sons safety is my Sons safety.
We need to pay as much attention to preserving the lives of our children as we do to preserving our so-called wealth.
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I do not take your words of life lightly and Omgoodness you reblogged it! That is an absolute honor…beyond grateful. Thank you for your kindness & sharing my piece with your sphere of influence.
Blessings Robert!
e
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It’s a wonderful poem…I more people read it.
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Reblogged this on Art by Rob Goldstein and commented:
This is a powerful statement of love and dedication.
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I love this!
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This piece is very special to me… Thank you!
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Dear e, I have been receiving e-mail of comments on this blog. I’m always happy for you. That is a sign of how wonderfully well you put your heart and soul into this poem of concern about your son. I’m glad many are letting you know you have a very special place in our hearts. Keep faith, keep firm, keep joy. The vast majority of all our kids come out okay. He is blessed to have a mom like you.
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Aww thank you SO much for that. I’m so grateful. I really am. I do NOT take words of life lightly at all.
Be blessed beyond measure,
e
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WOW! Thank you so much!
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Congratulations to you, e. It was a most impressive post! You deserve the honor.
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How kind of you. Thank you🌺
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